Tonight's gonna be a Good Good Night

I have thoughts, like literally 2 or 3 times an hour, of what i am missing out on back home. The people that I interacted with every day; I miss yall. I miss the food, the mentality and the process of daily life.

Things back in Texas were so simple, and not being anything but descriptive..Slow...
The way of life here is work work work, and work some more. And I thought Americans worked alot.
Im still unsure of the actual pay off from all the working, but I know Im doing it!
I have always taken pride in my work, and I still do here. As with any job, you have OCD like me, then the "temp" state of revulsion...and as it did in the ville, it still PISSES ME OFF.

I know that I am working to make sure I have a better life, and that my husband does too. I wake up at 5:50 AM every morning, grateful. Most times with a smile on my face (if not a smile, then a bit o grimace from bad back, but then a smile)...and I love it. I love being here, love working hard and love knowing that Im doing my best to make sure this visa goes through.
I miss my friends, as I said, but I think they would want me happy to.
I wish I could express my gratitude for such awesome friends. But I know yall know it, so send me some Big Red and Ranch...and lemon grass Dove bar soap lol!!!